the day we're together and the day you left

22nd June 2011 - 3rd year!

Today is special day. 22nd June 2011, is the 3rd year of mummy's death anniversary. Hope you are well up there. We miss you so much .

Today is also breast cancer awareness day.... I wore Pink! Did you? I wish that they will find cure for cancer as soon as possible. Is really a scary and deadly disease....

I look into the sky and remembers you.... and starts to cry, but then i remember that you are looking down at me...... and I know everything will be alright. Thank you Mom for looking after us. RIP ....

Pray hard.... My dream will come true.... come true... come true.... ... Yeah.... My dream comes true! Thank you!

i love you @ 5:47:00 PM

1 year

I can't sleep......have been thinking ..... 3 years past......but i can't forget what happen on

20 March 2008 was a terrible day! Trying to recall back whatever happen 3 years ago....

Mum was sick, very sick. I remember it was a busy day for me, rushed from work to pick girls from school, then to dance lesson etc. Got a call from Sally, that mum vomited many times, and feeling really weak. At 6pm, I rushed her to Singapore Changi Hospital. After long wait at the A&E, she was admitted for further check-up.

First, doctor suspected her change of high blood pressure medication....next, suspected her eye problem, then ear infection and many more....But none of those that i have mentioned. I was told to leave at about 2am as my mum need to do more check up the next day.

On 21 March 2008, Good Friday (Not good at all), at 9am, my handphone rang, the most horrified news from the hospital. They have sent my mum for a brain scan after we left in the middle of the night, and a 6cm tumor was found on her lower right of her brain.

Sad..........from 21 March 2008 onwards..........

TBC!

My wish for today: Still the same= Strike Toto!

i love you @ 1:46:00 AM

Windy Day

This is our 6 weeks in Perth.

Nothing much....just counting down to 19 March, San will be back to reunite with us. Yeah.....

Everything seems quiet and slow. We will go for a walk in the park almost every evening. Just a relax walk, chat and laugh with the girls. Share our thought, girls will tell me more about their school activities now, their friends etc. We have more time together....that is good! Weather is better since yesterday....not too hot, windy with sun!

Cooking is simple as before.....nothing much really change for my cooking style..hahahhaha...(dont know how to change). Girls miss the Singapore food....ha ha..too bad, I can't cook like them!

Update some relaxing picture......

i love you @ 10:04:00 AM

Hot Day

It is a hot day today! Sunday, nothing much to do, Clarabelle went for her ballet class from 10am till 1.45pm. After that, we had pizza for lunch. It was big serving....we are very full.

No mood to cook, we had fruits for dinner. I go with some red wine and girls had to take with milk.

Hope tomorrow is a better day!

Good Luck!

i love you @ 8:35:00 PM

Sunny day

This is my lunch for today! Simple and easy to make! Lonely lunch!

Today, I feel very weird. I can hear clearly how the birds chip! I guess is the first day alone in Perth! San went back to Singapore this early morning. We send him off to airport last night at 10pm....of course we miss him alot.

He called us, back in Singapore he started he busy life again. Working and working, busy and busy!

We have spent one full month in Perth, everything seems to going well and smooth for us. Guess mom is up there helping us! We kinda getting use to everything....from school to marketing etc.

Our next plan is to buy a house, our dream house in Perth. What is a dream house?

i love you @ 12:10:00 PM

Our first move

On 15 Jan 2010, our mover came and pack up everything! We have a total of 58 boxes but still not enough to fill up the container! Therefore, we will have to wait! How long? Not sure!

The house was so empty after the movers left. I started to feel emotion, suddenly remember that we have sold this flat in Pasir Ris. We enjoyed staying here, is spacious and clean. We like the feeling of going HOME. Our king size bed, 42 inches LCD TV, leather sofa......are all so comfy!

On 21 Jan 2010, Thursday, is our day to fly! All of us have this mix feeling. I know I am going to miss my family, friends, work and food! But the most important thing is I know Isabella is feeling super sad. She miss her best friend, classmates, trackers and teachers! Everything was so rush on this day, but Ching San and I managed to plan in 1.5 hours taking our lunch in Putien (Tampines Mall). At about 3.30pm, we make our way to the airport, we were shocked to see a "Chung Cheng High FAN CLUB" in the airport.....hahha....Isabella's school mates....about 40 of them send us off! She was so happy and yet sad to see this....she cried and cried! Poor girl....

I have some time to chat with my family and friends who came to send us off....Linda, Edmund, Lorencia, Louisa, Joavien and Rong Hua, Rinna, Simon and family.....Took some pictures etc.

At about 6.30pm, we got to go....last call for SQ215 to Perth....was the saddest moment for Isabella and the rest of us. She cried, some of her friends cried, all her friends hugged her....

Our 1st day in Perth, 22 Jan 2010. Stayed in 275 Warton Road, is a friend's empty house. Very big, very big house. The carpark is big enough for the girls to learn how to drive....hehee.....we tried our best to divert Isabella's emotion. Was something new and challenging for her...although she still cried at times. We stayed here for 4 nights before moving to our rented unit in 10 Abrolhos Close in Shelley on 26 Jan 2010.

i love you @ 8:34:00 AM

Times Fly

Today is mother 1st Death Anniversary! Lunar Calendar....五月十九！Very fast right!....We miss you so much, Mum! Hope you are happy in Heaven!
We met up at about 11am to get everything prepared before the Shi Fu arrived! Kinda of sad when the Shi Fu chanting......memories flash back....But all of us stay strong! Father prepared mum food, fruits, drink etc! After about an hour and half of prayers....we went for our lunch with Father at Bedok Market Blk 86. More memories flash back as we use to stay there when we were young.

Oh....then went Roller Bladding with the 3 girls....Louisa, Isabella, Clarabelle.....of course with Me! Fun...had some fun photos taken...hahhaha....Good workout!

Got to go back to my planning!

oh ya..Wishes for today...

1) Strike Toto tonight!
2) Happy and stay fit!

Cheers, Cheers....CHEERS!

i love you @ 6:07:00 PM

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